Math

Chaotic love
So hard to understand.
Even I mistrust myself
In judgement.
I have been here before,
And I know what it means-
That fathomless likings
Are unstoppable energies.
Good luck, self.

Ummm...

Yah this so isnt a poem or an inspirational quote or anything...im just really bored in chemistry amd kyle isnt emailing me back. Hi leah marie if you ever read this.
So the "do as you otter" poster is creeping me out for some reason...maybe because the dumb animal is floating on its back slightly seductively and holding an erlenmeier flask on his belly...wierd.

Early Christmas

A dullish knife wrenching through my heart
The balance point of an uneven scale
Trying to make things right
Storm clouds gather to grumble throughout the day
Until the end when they cry in open war
Warm, salty rain drenches the wanting earth
One spot of sunshine yellow spoke to me
Unaccountably this was the biggest break
To the accountable clouds.
If I found I was a mother
Giving up her only son
This is the course of my sorrow.
It is possible to smile anyway
I have found.